The Dark Side of Me

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

NaUghTy QuoTes


“Naughty Girl is an insider’s look at the girl who seems to get away with everything.”


"Learn How to be Someone Who is Confident Enough in herself to Get Whatever she wants, Whenever she wants it, Without Apology."

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Some gay men can do heterosexuality, others can't






Greg Parkinson (glp@panix.com) wrote:

: Gay *men*, not gay *boys*. I had very satisfying sexual relations
: with two different women when I was in my late teens and early
: twenties, even though I knew I was gay. I wouldn't do it now.

Fine then. What do you call someone who's dick has always *always* turned
to mush at the very thought of sexual relations with a woman. What do
you call a gay teenager who put every conceivable effort into getting his
dick to stay stiff at the thought of MOTOS sex just once, and whose failure
to do so made him near suicidal before he finally let himself off the hook?
What do you call a gay early twentieser who threw himself into bed with
women on several occasions only to experience anxiety so great he had to
put a quick stop to the proceedings? What do you call a gay man at thirty
who flipped out when a close friend (and well respected female motsser)
of his embraced him when she was upset?

I guess it ain't gay, because it's not that I won't sleep with women. I
can't. And frankly, I feel this "gay men can sleep with women" stuff
cruelly trivializes the intense psychological pain I went through in the
years before 1982. Nor do I care to be lumped in the same category as
"gay" men who "won't" have sex with women.
--
Charlie Fulton---foultone@mtcc.com---http://www.mtcc.com/~foultone/
"Since the beginning of time, man has yearned to destroy the sun."
Montgomery Burns

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Girl in Paradise



A new land ...

A new dream begins ...

A bright future awaits me ...

For I know He guides me in all things.

From the Philippines to Singapore, it has been a struggle for me. But I fear not. For if I fail, it will be a new bit of knowledge and a step forward. "Dare to fail" is my watchphrase.